12.21.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
i'm really, really, really sick... i feel so nautious && it hurts alot. i have a really bad cough && it makes me ache all over. my throat's all scratchy && shit, too. wtf! i hate being sick... it's the last day of school before Winter break && i'm sick. i hope i get better soon. i don't wanna be sick all vacation && on the holidays. =(
5 more days until christmas.
*Genny.*
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12.20.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
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12.18.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay.
It's okay.
It's okay-e-ay-e-ay.
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!
Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!
Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (fade out)
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay.
It's okay.
It's okay-e-ay-e-ay.
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!
Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!
Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (fade out)
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12.14.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
so there's this thing i did every so often over this summer/beginning of school yr. && Mark doesn't like it. but he's going to let me do it one final time with my Bestie, Johnny. so tonight i am sleeping over Johnny's house && doing it with him && David. it's going to be alotta fun, cuz i have fun doing it; && i'll be with 2 really close friends. i wish i wasn't told to stop, because i barely do it as it is, but i understand. so one last time && i'll say goodbye for possibly forever... to smoking pot. =O
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12.11.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
David && I are talking again. We started talking on AIM yesterday [well, he was on AIM, i was on my phone.] and we began talking about everything that's been going on between us. We both told the other we missed && loved the other [friends only!] && that we needed to talk face-to-face. So Sammy, Angel && i were at Johnny's house when David got home && we all chilled for awhile. After about an hour, Sammy && Angel left && David && i spent sometime playing GH && talking. We had a really emotional talk && we both know it'll be a tough road getting to forgive && forget && also to trust one another. But we're working on our friendship && i'm glad things are getting better. i don't need these broken friendships... they hurt. && i'm glad after i decided things would be up to him, he came around. let's hope we can work back to being besties once again.
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12.07.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
...is no longer my problem. i realized it really is time to let go. i can't take blaming myself day after day for something; i've come to conclude; is not my fault. no longer will i be the victim to regret and broken friendships. he wants to let go? then i will let go as well. his fault, he'll regret this one day.
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12.06.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
I can't take all this drama anymore. Nothing with friendships is worth it. No longer will I argue, the friendships lie within their hands. I quit this senseless job. Love me or hate me, it's all on you now...
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12.04.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
I don't know what to do. I have a friend [David] that is also an ex-boyfriend. We went out for a little over a month over the summer/beginning of the school year. We broke up because of lies, cheating, etc. It was a tough time after the breakup, but we managed to be okay, and stay best friends. We had still liked each other afterwards, so we still flirted alot, but when i realized i didn't want to be with him again, that all ended. Now, i go back out with Mark and it's made David & I's friendship super tough. Being that he practically hates me now. He isn't talking to me because nobody told him right away that Mark & I went back out. He has the right to be semi-upset with me, but not to hate the entire Riverside Crew. Also, to make matters worse, he's talking shit about Mark & I out of 100% spite. This isn't fair, but I can't seem to stay mad. I've known David since 5th grade and he's such an amazing friend to me. He's always there to make me laugh, it's just tough to deal with each other after all the bullshit we've been through. I wanna try talking to him, because i do miss him. Ugh, life is so difficult when it comes to friendships & "love."
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