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03.14.2008 America/New_York -0400 EDT

Harsh blistering winds,
And moonlit snow...
That's just what you'll see,
Winter nights in Buffalo...
 
The streets are plowed,
And the river is icy...
But the people, still friendly,
Greeted me nicely...
 
"Welcome to our home,"
Said a girl oh so tiny...
She had rosy cheeks,
And smiled so wildly...
 
I wanted to visit somewhere,
Quite exotic and new...
So I came to Buffalo,
To stay my whole life through...
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03.12.2008 America/New_York -0400 EDT

I've stressed myself sick as hell, I don't know how to make it better.  I can't try getting away from the stress when it's everywhere around me...  It's friends, family && relationships, it's deep down inside, or always around the corner.  It won't go away, I always have to run...  I'm hurting like crazzi, I feel like dying...  I want to be okay again, but I don't know where okay lies for me...  Is it with the friends that cause the pain, or the love that tears me apart?  Where am I going to be okay?  I think I'm going to start over and let everything and everyone go...  Because when life gets tough, the best thing to do for you && the ones you love is let go of the ones that mean the most to you...  =[
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03.07.2008 America/New_York -0400 EDT

I kinda just felt like typing.  So yeah, i don't even know.  Haha, i'm going crazzi.  =[ *gasp*  Ummm... yeah.  I'm done.  Bye! <33
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03.05.2008 America/New_York -0400 EDT

I had a pretty crazy day yesterday, lol.  To start off, after school I went to Charlie's house with him, Suzen, John && Steph to notarize our statement signatures.  We were locked out until like 4:30pm, so me, John && Steph just left.  We met up with Clayton and were going to Riverside High School to meet up with the Riverside Crew Girls, to find out that Angel's crazy older sister was after us.  We ran through the fields and kept going until we hit school #51 in Black Rock.  We met up with even more of the girls and just chilled there until like 6:00pm.  Me, John && Steph went back to Charlie's, took care of our signatures and met back up with the girls at McDonalds.  We all ate and chilled there for awhile until we went back to Riverside High to hang out.  We spun around in circles and tried running in straight lines, had tackle wars and all kinds of stuff.  It was so much fun.  Around 10:00pm, me, Chrissy && Danielle went to Chrissy's and played spades with the guys until 11:00pm when David showed up to walk me home.  My day was kinda undramatic, but still dramatic.  I love my friends. Hehe. ^_^
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03.04.2008 America/New_York -0400 EDT

=[ I'm sad.  I don't know how to feel about everything anymore.  The Fuck-Ups are breaking up and it hurts really bad.  To some of us, the Fuck-Ups are all there is.  Johnny seems to be changing, and blames his surroundings, but his surroundings have barely changed for them to change him.  Steph needs us, and we're all just letting go.  Danielle's getting distant from pretty much everyone, the last few days even me.  David's baby cousin just passed away last night and he's changed as it is...  He said he wanted to work things out with me, yet winds up with hickeys on his neck from Kera Mancino [the same girl he cheated on me with when we dated before].  I am just getting distant from everyone because life sucks and hurts me really bad.  I cried yesterday from 9:00pm until 2:00am over everything that's going on.  I want everything to be okay, but I'm not sure if it will be... ='[

Fuck-Ups Forever, no matter what.

*Gennerz.*

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