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Hehehehe...excitement.

To start off the weekend Thursday night, I slept over at Jen's house and didn't go to school.  The pain of the breakup was too much for me to bear...  I needed a break.  So I took my time, and thought about everything, wrote Tommy a poem representing my angry/upset/hurt feelings towards both him and Cassie.  I haven't had the nerve to give it to him yet, but I believe I will sometime later today.  Friday, I chilled with my Crew in Riverside and planned on going to Midnight Bowling at Kenmore Lanes as we do almost every Friday night.  The moment we got there, we got kicked out [ha] So we found a "ditch" so to speak to chill in.  We made a circle and going around was pot and pixie sticks, lol.  Of course, I'm straightedge, so I wasn't involved in the pot, but i had alot of pixie sticks.  That circle was alot of fun, and we spent the night enjoying ourselves, alot.  After everyone was leaving to go home, David and I were left to walk home together.  We didn't walk right away because of how out of it he was being high and all.  We sat down and were talking; just hanging out, and we ended up kissing.  Being that he's my ex- it was quite different, yet a memory coming to life.  I wanted to kiss him all night, and so once it happened I was really happy.  We went to John's house after bowling and we ate Cookie Crisp and sandwiches on the Kitchen Floor. >.>;  I went home, and went to bed.  I woke up around 2pm on Saturday and got right up and out to see my Love, Rian. ^_^  We were all chillin' and I talked to Jen and convinced her to allow Sammy, Carmen and I to spend the night, so we could attend Bowling again and be able to hang out.  It was alot of fun on us and we were with Angel and David alot of the time.  Angel and Sammy spent alot of the night making out, while David and I did.  We even got pictures on MySpace! >.<  They're beautiful.  So we stayed together, went up to bowling and were in the ditch again.  We met up with James [Andrew's brother] and wound up searching a random shopping cart in the ditch.  We found a digital camera and a cell phone.  I know, I know, that does sound weird as hell, but it was cool.  We had to chill at John's when we got back too early, but that's cool, it's fun there.  David and I had to talk alot because, you see, he wants to be with me again, but I'm not ready because after all of this relationship drama, I just want to be single.  I told David this and he understands and I'm glad. ^_^  So now I'm pretty much just having fun and, not to sound like a whore, but kissing people like crazy!! o_o  Sunday, Sammy, Carmen and I got up around 1pm and Sammy left right away to go shower and outside.  David came over to move stuffs for Jen, and then we all chilled in the house.  Carmen made French Toast and we ate like crazy!!  It was alot of fun, we were on the computer, just relaxing.  After that, David left and Carmen and I finally left the house after 5:30pm, haha.  We had to be back at Jen's by 7pm, so that we could drive Carmen home.  In the van was David, Jen, Carmen and I.  It was hilarious, because Carmen got us lost going to her house!  Talk about weird.  Finally getting back, Tommy showed up at the High School and was totally an ass to everyone, even calling Rian a faggot...BAD IDEA.  Tommy left and everything was forgotten, we played Chicken, haha.  I was on Angel's shoulders and Megan was on David's.  David went down with a kick to the balls.  Funny stuffs.  I went to bed kind of early that night and woke up, got ready for school.  I get there, chill outside for a bit; skipping until 1st period was over.  OMG; Tommy was there and I guess the group is okay with him again, but the world is done with Cassie.  That works for me, I like being around Tommy.  Just I don't know how to feel about him anymore...*awkward.*  Whatever, everything's fine, I'm done with the world.  Well, the World of Drama, anyways.  I may be skipping out again later today, we'll see what happens then, too.  Dumdumdum...

Always, *Genny Aka Screwy Bka Gennerz*