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worst day ever...

I never have experienced a worse day in my life than October 15th, 2007.  My best friend Angel has serious heart & chest problems because awhile back he was hit by a car.  Little did we all know this would effect all of us...  For the last week or so, The Riverside Crew has experienced nothing but drama within each other.  Friendships and relationships have fallen.  This has put alot of stress on the entire group and all of our bodies.  Most of us have been depressed and angry on and off for about a week.  This has caused us to eat less, fight more, cause harm to ourselves, etc.  Yesterday the group, consisting of Angel, Nipplez, Tommy, Kayla, Sammy, Chrissy and I, was at Chrissy's house watching movies and hanging out.  Sammy and Angel needed to talk because Angel was angry with Tommy and Sammy for flirting.  So, they talked and Sammy told Angel she couldn't mess around or be with him anymore because she's friends with his ex- Gel and she loves him... not to mention she likes Tommy.  Not the best thing to say, aye?  Well, Angel was extremely upset and sitting in the hallway with Nipplez, crying his eyes out.  >.>;  That hurts to have to listen to, really it does.  All of a sudden we hear a thump.  Angel fainted.  We all rush into the hallway, try to get him to wake up, breathe, talk, anything at all...  He's barely moving, barely breathing...  We call his family and an ambulance...  We try giving him water and a breather, just to help a bit. Nothing works.  We get him downstairs with the help of Nipplez and Eddie, and the EMTs take him from us.  He's rushed off to the hospital in the ambulance...and we're left to wait and worry.  We ask Nipplez what happens and Tommy got blamed for everything- So Tommy was balling his eyes out and leaves all of us.  He goes to the back of the High School and smokes, thinking it'll make the pain go away.  So us girls and Nipplez stay at Chrissy's house.  We're crying, all emotional wrecks, but there was nothing we could do to help Angel or Tommy.  That was when it turned for the worst.  Nipplez starts breathing really heavy as he's crying...  We think it's no big deal at all...  All of a sudden he can't move, can't breathe...  I'm holding him and he starts to calm down.  Calm down too much- his breathing stops.  He wasn't breathing for about a minute then snapped back.  He was having a Panic Attack.  We didn't know what to do, we waited until he was a bit better to leave the house and get air.  We go to the High School and Nipplez is okay.  As for Angel, we get a call that he's fine.  He's going to be okay, just doing a few tests on him and he'll be out by the end of the night.  Everyone was going to be okay.  All the drama kept us on the edge, but we stayed strong and were so happy once everything was okay.  Drama hurts everyone...Avoid it as much as you can.

Always, Genny aka Screwy bka Gennerz.

PS: Another thing that happened was that Tommy explained to me everything that happened within the last week to him.  Apparently both of his grandmothers almost died, which is why when we went out and I joked and such he took it so seriously.  The last thing he did before his favorite Grandma went to the hospital was argue with her.  He was so angry, but didn't want sympathy, so he told me nothing-until now.  He argued with me because of how hurt he was and now everytime he thinks back, he realizes that he lost me and almost lost his friends.  He feels so fucked up.  He still loves me and wants to be with me- only me.  He doesn't even understand why he went back to Cassie.  Probably because she happened to show up at his house that night we argued to "comfort" him?  She did all this shit on purpose and Tommy knows he's going to get cheated on again.  He's not waiting around for it to happen, he's dumping her today.  Haha, stupid whore.  I'm taking time to be single, but one problem is that I have no clue who I want to try to be with anymore!!!  Ugh...issues.