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Best Friends?

what do you do when one of the most amazing friendships you've ever had is on the rocks? ... what about 2?  idk what to do about my friends anymore, i feel like all i do is fuck up the friendships.  i can't blame them, unless i'm really mad, but even then i don't even believe it.  i feel like everytime something goes wrong on account of them, it's just because of something i've previously done.  i feel like all i can do is hurt the ones i love, and i don't want to do that!  How can i show my friends how sorry i am for always hurting them?  i can't buy them back, or just make it fix itself.  and i definately can't talk it out, because everytime i try to talk, i fuck it up.  but what i don't get sometimes, is when I'M willing to work it out, and they're not.  does that still make it my fault?  i don't even know anymore, but i do know this: [poem]

i hate the arguing, broken friendships and pain. 

i hate the way i make you feel - so insane.

i hate the things i say and the things i do,

i hate everything... all except for you.