12.04.2007 America/New_York -0400 EDT
I don't know what to do. I have a friend [David] that is also an ex-boyfriend. We went out for a little over a month over the summer/beginning of the school year. We broke up because of lies, cheating, etc. It was a tough time after the breakup, but we managed to be okay, and stay best friends. We had still liked each other afterwards, so we still flirted alot, but when i realized i didn't want to be with him again, that all ended. Now, i go back out with Mark and it's made David & I's friendship super tough. Being that he practically hates me now. He isn't talking to me because nobody told him right away that Mark & I went back out. He has the right to be semi-upset with me, but not to hate the entire Riverside Crew. Also, to make matters worse, he's talking shit about Mark & I out of 100% spite. This isn't fair, but I can't seem to stay mad. I've known David since 5th grade and he's such an amazing friend to me. He's always there to make me laugh, it's just tough to deal with each other after all the bullshit we've been through. I wanna try talking to him, because i do miss him. Ugh, life is so difficult when it comes to friendships & "love."



