04.12.2008 America/New_York -0400 EDT
Tj leaves for West Virginia today... He's probably on his way to live with his sister out there right now... I can't believe last night was the last time I'll ever get to see him unless he comes back to Buffalo for visits. Last night, Tj spent .00 on smoking for the final time with the crew in John's attic. It was Tj, John, David, Angel, Steph, Sammy and I all together for the final smoke. Some of us didn't smoke, but we were still there for the moment. John made a hooka and we had mad fun together. Tj was supposed to leave us at 9:00pm last night, but around 8:30pm he wound up storming out of the room with nothing more than a "see ya later," which we all knew couldn't happen again. After like a minute or two, I ran downstairs and outside after Tj to see what's going on. I had to run half a block in my socks until I found him. He told me that he was good and just to let him leave... To keep everything he left behind. And with that he gave me a small hug and walked away. That's the last I'll see of him for a long time. I broke down immediately after that walking back to John's house. I could barely breathe I was crying so much. I didn't really talk much the rest of the night and then this morning I woke up to texts from Tj telling me he was too high and upset to stay any longer... He just didn't want to face us all and have to say goodbye. I don't know if that'll make things easier for us all, but it doesn't matter for me. I had to watch him walk away for good... No matter what I'll always love that kid. He was an amazing friend to come to for advice or a good time. He had an amazing heart and I love him so much. I'll never forget him, ever. GENNY -N- TJ : FRIENDS FOREVER. I just can't really believe he's gone...♥
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