I really wanna fuckin' snap lately... I'm so stressed out because of everything i deal with and all of my surroundings. I can't get away from responsibility for even thirty seconds. Everytime I turn around, I'm doing something new to help someone or whatever the fuck and I feel dumb because I hate it, yet I can't say no. I have mad school stress and thinking skipping will stop it actually makes it worse. Then there's David && my relationship. We argue kind of often and he tries to do things to make me happy that, at times, make me even more aggravated. I have my friendships that I'm slowly gaining back after I pretty much lost them all, and I just can't deal anymore. So this weekend I'm getting away. Right after school Friday I'm hopping on the bus [number twenty-three] and goin out to South Buffalo. I won't be back until Sunday night and I'm not answering my phone at all except for my parents. I need an escape and with this opportunity, I'm taking it. Ugh! <33
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