“It's so hard to say "I love you,” and not draw back in tears.
It's so hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phones at reach, but I can’t hear your voice.
It's so hard to see you laughing, when I'm crying deep inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It's so hard to live without you, when I need you more then air.
I want to scream how much I love you, but I must hold back and not be heard.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you.
It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new.
It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song.
It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?”
Time doesn't stop for anyone, nobody at all.
Time just keeps going, while you stand or while you fall.
It doesn't stop when you're in love, so you can think things through.
Nor does it stop when you realize that that lost love has grew.
You make alot of mistakes, like letting The One go.
Time doesn't let you take that back, I guess it just goes to show.
That only you can control what you do and what you say.
I hope my lost love comes back to me, each and everyday.
-Genny Mae McCurdy. Written: 11-18-07.



