You know what song just won't leave my head? "Back At One" by Brian McKnight. This song has so much background for me, because it used to be Mark and I's song... Idk what to do about this. I can't make him love me. This kills knowing that the consequences for my actions back on July 12th, 2007 are finally catching up to me. I can't believe that he doesn't want me back. Idk how to live anymore, I feel like I can't breathe without him sometimes. I dream about him, see his smile in my head, cry about him, love him soo much. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, and I don't wanna hurt either. I want us to be together. I wanna know that he's mine again, because my life would be so close to perfect if that were true. It'd be like Heaven all over again. That's all I want, I'm sorry I messed this up for me, and for him. I hope we end up together, he's all I truly want... I need him, he's all I need. ='( ~Genny [Still Lovers Mark.]~
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